Deaths ... Chapters 7-8

I feel nothing. My heart is in my chest, but it is as if there is nothing there. How can anyone go on with such horrifying events in their life? I have now lost my son and have lost Justine, who has been accused of killing my son. How much more can I possibly take before I am caused to shatter into a billion tiny pieces? But I shall go on for Victor and Elizabeth. I know that if I weren't there, they would surely not make it. I have never failed them before, I have to be strong and hold it together to set an example. But I know I can't do it. I did not rest until I found my beloved William and yet I cannot control myself in grieving for him. Caroline's death already made my heart stop, now with two more people dead I don't think there is much more to do about my dreadful situations. But I need to do it for my children. I need to take their minds off of the incident, and hopefully I will too. I know just where to go now...
                                                                                                   -Alphonse Frankenstein.